katriona_s (katriona_s) wrote,
katriona_s
katriona_s

Torment

Monotonous days. I have many small good things in my life, of course. Still the social situation is so hopeless here, though I always try not think about our disgusting government and the shameful Olympics the part of my mind is always full of anger and despair. And in my current life there is no enjoyable event which might distracts me from those negative feelings. The result is that I can’t stop eating sweet things. Since last week I have already gained 1kg … terrible. My whole body feels heavy and sluggish. I try to go out for walk but on workday I have to do my job so not much free time, and it’s too hot and humid to walk during daytime. After supper I feel tired and do not want to walk. Tomorrow I will walk to the office and walk back home. But it’s of course not enough, I need to stop eating …but cannot. Maybe I’m a bit mentally ill at the moment…
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