This might be not bad. But, the schedule on my pocket notebook is literally empty, I have no plan I'm looking for. This emptiness makes me feel like I have no future, and feel quite uneasy. Of course I can make plans for anything in near future - next month, or in spring, but I'm afraid that it would bring me big disappointment if it would need to be cancelled.
With no meeting nor talking with friends, co-workers and the people I have usually met in my usual life, sometimes I feel rather isolated, my existence is floating in midst of nothing. I know full well that now most of people are in such situation like me, I'm a rather fortunate one with my mother living with me. So this is not a complaint, not at all.
But sometimes I feel scared, am afraid that I might have forgotten how to make plans or how to communicate with people.
Well... at least we have had nice weather today, during the daytime it's warm enough to enjoy outdoor air. During my work hours I went out into the garden sometimes, stretched my arms or did some light exercise. On lunchtime I made a short walk in our neighbourhood. The cloudless sky, warm sunshine and fresh chilly air made me feel a bit lively :)