Of course I miss him badly, but I know this sorrow is the inseparable part of the great happiness I've had with him for years. And fortunately I have little regret about what I'd done for him, so when the current grief would pass I'll be able to remember him just with joy, I believe. Despite many unfortunate physical troubles he has been a great fighter all his life, and had enriched my life very much. I'm the happy one to have had him.
We are going to bury him in our garden on coming Saturday.
(The vet kindly sent these flowers to Mr.Uma today.)