For the current unsettled state of my family? For this tough office condition in which I have nobody to consult about my job problem? For the news of natural disaster - at present they have the unusual, "unexperienced" downpour in the west part of Japan, this heavy rain has already killed 20 people. - ? For the threatening world's financial & political situation?
Maybe I have too much to think about now. I hope to settle some of them before long...(sigh)